HOLY FUCKER!

found it at lilicious.com, the titles are "Sweet Little Devil: and "Heart and Soul"

pretty hot art yet again.

<3

i have gotten fat because of my happiness of being with you.

love makes you fat.

it really does.

i love you lots.

i hope you come back soon. :)

i've barely met you for over 2 months and i've never met you before.
but something about you has made me overly interested in trying to get to know you better.

maybe its a crush that is forming, or maybe i'm just very curious about you.

i hope i dont make a fool out of myself when i do meet you.  and i hope that its soon

dear parents (mainly moms),

a boy and girl in the same room with the door closed does not instantly bring about fooling around and instant babies.
and me joking about that does not mean i'm not listening to you. and you guys seriously need to chill. i'm leaving in about a month and if you cant trust me with these things now, then i dont ever know how you guys will ever trust me.

plus, its not only a boy and girl that can cause this.  just take note of that.


just trust me on this.

i really do hope to find you one day.

g2 love them h!p girls. lol

to tsu and lang:

best of luck guys!!!! LIVE IT UP.
take it easy, be safe and DEFINITELY ENJOY EACH OTHER'S COMPANY.

I <3 YOU GUYS. lol

from your stupid sappy friend,
seten :D

i seriously SERIOUSLY dislike immature boys.

cant believe i'm actually wasting my energy being pissed at one of these stupid immature boys.

he should grow a dick and fucking stop being a jerkwad/assface/pieceofshit.

hot. enough said. lol.

i've been contemplating about how i fail at keeping relationships.
by seeming indifferent to certain individuals or sometimes acting as "cool", i am able to protect myself from getting hurt and exposed to others.  at the same time, i want to be loved and i want to show my affection towards certain individuals, yet i am still so scared of getting hurt.

in certain aspects, this is a good way to move into my new life -- with no regrets and a semi - new beginning.  nobody can hinder me when i try to find out more about myself.  however, this is bad because i know people care for me, but i just dont want to believe it. i cant believe that people care for me... at least i dont understand that through words only, i need to see it through action (how fucked up is that)

this way of thinking was 10 times worse when i was younger. lately, i just go with the flow of things and just see from afar as things happen. 

i've been caring more for others lately and it feels good. however, i always have to doubt these emotions and have second thoughts about relationships.

i always say, "dont think, just feel" and even better.. why not think at all.
i guess i still have a lot of growing up to do .

Your Score:

You scored 42 Heterosexuality, 38 Homosexuality, and 17 Asexuality!

You're highly sexed but do not appear to be interested in either gender.

The higher your score in either the heterosexual or homosexual variable, the more interested you are in that gender. Or there was a problem with the test, or you skipped all the questions. o_O My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 31% on Heterosexuality

You scored higher than 58% on Homosexuality

You scored higher than 31% on Asexuality

lol... so i guess i'm not interested in either sex...but then i'm really interested in sex? how does that work? :P

this is fucked up.

yay!!!!!

after about 5ish months of disappearing off the face of the japanese entertainment industry....MIKI is BACK.  although she wont be performing jpop....she'll still be singing, but this time with this other folk singing man.

better than nothing :D
i wonder how she'll sound like, singing folk songs and all.

where are you when i need you most?

i dont believe people change. 
the attribute is always with them.  since the beginning.
it just takes a certain person or people to unlock it for you.

wow. i think ai is going to take over miki's spot as my favorite MM/H!M girl.
i think it's going to be:
1. ai
2. miki
3. rika
4. reina
5. jun jun (her ping pong "tsunn" thing really got me lol)

haha here's a clip of ai failing at being tough but winning at being cute.

this is quite lame and immature.

so many people around me are accomplishing great things and fulfilling their dreams.  sometimes i wonder if i'll be able to do the things they do and in the back of my mind, i compare myself to them.  however, i'm just going to stop thinking and wondering and just let things happen as they come.

as i'm growing up though, i'm realizing that taking it easy and just going with the flow is much more satisfying than always worrying.

i know something great will happen to me in the future, and i'll just be ME until that time comes.